Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Japan 2011


Have you ever heard the song "How He Loves" by John Mark McMillan?  It is really good... and you should listen if you haven't before so here is a link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0luHiWwi08&feature=related.

In the song John Mark McMillan compares God's love to a natural event, he says: 

"He is jealous for me, loves like a hurricane,
I am a tree, bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy"

I really love this image- this hurricane and tree dynamic… that in the midst of a storm His love and mercy is right there with us and we may bend but He doesn’t give us more than we can handle… So beautiful. 

I have been thinking about this in regards to the recent evens in Japan.  The earthquake followed by the tsunami.  Two other natural events- God created the earth and all creation points to some truth of who He is.  We live in a broken world and sin distorts some of that good God designed, but as I watched a video on the news during dinner showing the tsunami wave rolling through I couldn’t help but see God even in that.  Watching the tsunami roll through the towns made me realize the power of water.  One of the stories I love about Jesus is the Samaritan woman by the well in John 4.  In it Jesus refers to the water God gives as living water.  I associate God with that everlasting water image- how we will never thirst again when we drink from the living water.  Water is necessary for life- and God is necessary for eternal life.  I started thinking of God as those everlasting waters as I watched the wavers from the tsunami tear through towns.  It was so symbolic of how nothing manmade can stand up to the power of the water- God can tear down those things that we try to build up in our lives that aren’t Him.  Those things we build up that distract us from Him and give us a sense of protection.  As I watched the building and houses crumble, the cars get swept away, it made me realize that God does that in our lives too.  He is that water… He takes away and knocks down those things we cling to because they are nothing compared to Him- they are weak.  He doesn’t do that because He wants us to suffer, but because He knows there is no life in those things- in the car we drive, the house we live in, what our yard looks like, or what our societal status may be. 

It also made me think about what the significance that this tsunami and many tsunamis occur after earthquakes might be.  In my life I have seen that combo- where God rocks my world by opening my eyes to where I really am in life- how I have fallen away from worshipping Him with my whole heart and whole life, and then helps me to remove those things that had become idols that I was worshipping or protecting as more important that Him.  When I won’t give them up- sometimes He takes them away out of His love.  It is a painful process because I let those things get to a place where they shouldn’t be in the first place but on the other side I am so thankful to have gone through that pain because I am in such a better place with him as a result.  And that is reflected in how I live my life.

For the record- I am not saying this is true of all Japan- that they were worshipping idols and this is Gods wrath on them or anything like that at all!  I just find it amazing that in the midst of this sadness, a truth about God and His character is revealed through His creation- nature.  It is amazing to see the earthquake and tsunami combination that He uses in my life… and learn from seeing it in real life.

The people of Japan and their families are on my heart and in my prayers- I pray that God would be revealed amidst all this sadness, that He would bring peace and hope, that with nothing else to rely on eyes would be opened to God and His goodness and ability to provide there. 

My how the time flies!

:) i did end up writing some valentines to people and really enjoyed it!  as i started i found i wanted to write more and more- and ran out of the valentines i had made... oops!!  next year, planning to make more and write more!  to love more :)  


song lyric for cards was from brooke fraser's sailboats-  "we're adrift on a sailboat.  my love is the sea. yours is the horizon, constant and steady" i love this song- how the lyrics remind me the truth about our love versus God's love.  Our love and feelings towards God are so fickle sometimes- changing the same way the waves change, sometimes calm and peaceful, sometimes violent and turbulent, as storms come they change, when the weather clears up they seem better (though even then there could be a rip current underneath you cant even see from the surface!)... but despite how often our love changes, God's love is constant and steady like the horizon.  That is so beautiful...  that no matter how we are loving Him, He is constantly loving us the same.... He cannot love us more and He won't love us less-  we cannot diminish that love He has for us no matter how we are loving Him at that moment.  It also made me realize that when the waves start to get turbulent, we often forget to look past them to the horizon and our vision is obscured and tainted by what is going on around us instead...  And when we can look past the waves to the horizon we get a better perspective.