What I have been learning...
I am so weak. In a lot of ways despite my weakness, I have been trying to stay with the heart of food month, but some days I have my blowouts. It's mainly weekends where things are different/special events. It's not like anyone else is doing this with me, so I don't want to be the one controlling everyone else's eating opportunities. Then I don't want to miss out on the delicious opportunities either...
Something I thought about tonight, it is alot easier to say no to things when they aren't an option. That seems really obvious now that I have typed it... But what I mean is the luxury I live in makes saying no harder. If I didn't have all the options available it would be alot easier to embrace the great foods I still have available. Instead I have been like Eve and the Israelites, focusing on what I do not have and desiring that instead of being grateful for what I do have.
Praying for a change of heart to gratitude instead of dissatisfaction. It would change so much, help me break down that wall.
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